Ive always said that i  am  someone who likes change and welcomes it, maybe not so much.maybe i like things to stay the same and keep on as they were…..im realising i cannot deal with change. it hurts when your best friend you knew for 8 years just changes on you and you dont know who they are anymore, to the point where you have nothing to say to them because they feel like a stranger to you. Me and my best friend in this whole world have grown apart from each other and its hard to deal with right now. She and i have known each other for 8 years now and we were the closest two people ever. I used to be able to go to her for anything i needed and had a shoulder to cryh on when things got tough. I was to just be myself around her with no worries about being judged or saying the right thing, we were just close and so damn simmilar to each other it was scary its like we were family, now things have changed i feel so leftout around her .she makes plans with her other friends and i dont even get invited out anymore,before i used to be the first on the list when she had plans .shytt we used to make the plans together.Now i would be lucky to hang out with her at all. things arent the same and i guess its not suppossed to be the way it was in 2001. I just have to deal with the fact that people in my life  are changing and getting older.maybe its not a bad thing